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Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Sappy Happy Birthday!

So today is a very happy day.  It's the boyfriend's birthday!  I'm going to do my best to not actually make this a sappy post, but to spend a little bit of time talking about him because he is a big part of my life, and you should know him, too.

I guess first I should tell you his name is Omar.  

He works for the Pirates and the Penguins. His work ethic is exceptional and I admire that.  He does what it takes to get things done and although he hasn't quite caught his break yet, I know it's coming.  

His doppelganger is this guy...which is sorta nice cause Dexter is my favorite show on television.  When you ask my nephew Emry who Dexter is, he points to Omar.

He is actually 11 months younger than me, but often times more mature acting. I like to joke that I'm a cougar. :)

We've been dating for 3 months... actually today is officially 3 months...but it feels like it's been longer.  We had an instant connection from the first time we talked and we've built successfully on that over the past few months.

He is 1/2 Egyptian, but doesn't really look it with his ginger hair and freckles, although his beautiful sisters most definitely do.  He claims he tans really well, but we haven't made it to summer yet, so we shall see 'bout that.

He is by far the most well rounded guy I've ever dated and can easily carry a conversation with all types of people... between music, culture, politics, sports, exercise, lifting, running, theater, travel, etc, he's got it covered.

He has been to Egypt a handful of times and did an internship in London. We're actually heading to NYC this weekend to celebrate his birthday.  This is also exciting because he spent a chunk of his childhood growing up in Brooklyn.  He is taking me to see his old stomping grounds and we're going to hopefully see a few musicals as well. I'm stoked!

He is also a runner and is training for the Pittsburgh Marathon as well, but he is planning on doing the full (cray cray) as long as his body doesn't decide to crap out on him.  He is also a blogger and has been discussing his workout regime and his plans to get his body healthy again.  You should definitely start following him too!  Attempt on Life

He is a very random person and is very quirky.  I think that's what makes me laugh the most when I'm with him.  He knows how to defuse issues before they become problems and isn't afraid to say he is sorry when he is wrong.  It's refreshing.

I think the fact that he agreed to go on vacation for a week with some of my friends that he hasn't even met yet, says something about his personality/character.

Am I rambling too much about him?

We still have a lot to learn about each other and I think we both have a great approach to this relationship.  I couldn't be happier with how things have progressed.  My friends often tell me that they haven't seen me smile as much as I have the last few months.... okay starting to get sappy.  

Regardless, Happy 26th Birthday Omar!!  Do me a favor and thank your mom for me.


:)

Monday, January 30, 2012

Having your Sh*t Together

I've definitely had my sh*t together the last week or so... okay maybe not completely in the food consumption department this weekend, but definitely in the running/exercising department. 
Friday I did 4 miles in 37:23
I have no idea how I did it this quickly.
Sunday I did 6 miles in 1:02:44
Sunday was a bit of a rough run, but I kept pushing through the hills and just kept swimming. Also, played volleyball Sunday night, which was a nice little side workout.
So now that I've gotten you caught up on my running, and I've logged the workouts I was supposed to log last week (hello accountability), I figured I'd write a little about something I saw on Pinterest.  I have an obsession with that website, and it's not a small minor obsession, it's a full fledged love obsession. But that's neither here nor there, back on topic:
 
Before you think I'm going into some woe is me sort of deal, I'm not, so keep reading.  I actually think I do, well for the most part, have my sh*t together. This e-card just made me think about where I thought I would be at the age of 26, almost 27. 

Every little girl has some thought, at some point, about their life as a grown woman.  What it would be like to have a successful career, have a boyfriend, get married and have babies.  I mean who didn't determine their future by playing the M*A*S*H game.  Do you remember that game?  Mansion, Apartment, Shack, House? I'm pretty sure I determined how my whole life would turn out playing that game over and over and over again with my friends.  Here is a link to an explanation of MASH incase you grew up on another planet.
When I was young, I always said I was going to wait until I was about 25 to get married.  I would proudly state that I wanted to go to college, get my degree and establish myself and my career before getting married. It's funny how as I've gotten older, the idea of establishing myself and my career never changed but that the age in which I wanted to get married kept getting pushed further and further away from 25. I'll be 27 in less than a month, and most likely won't be married anytime soon. I've stopped putting an age requirement on that sort of thing.  When I'm ready to get married, I'll get married.  If that's in 2 years, great, if that's in 10 years, fine, if it never happens, well then it just wasn't meant to be for me.  If I end up never married with 14 dogs and I'm the crazy dog lady that every kid in the neighborhood is scared of, then that's pretty awesome, too.
It's also interesting to note that the thought of buying my own house and supporting myself independently for many years was something I never thought of when I was younger, but that buying a house by myself has been a goal of mine for the last 3 years.  I have been saving and planning and budgeting and saving and saving and saving in preparation, and soon enough, it will become a reality. I'll be able to say I bought my own house, with no co-signer, and no financial help from anyone else.  I'd say that means I've come a long way with getting my sh*t together.
I think I worry sometimes about people/society judging me because I'm not married or planning a family just yet. I think everyone moves through these stages at different times in their lives and that society needs to learn to back off.  I am very happy for my friends who are married.  I am very happy for my 3 brothers who are married.  I'm very happy for everyone who is starting a family.  I love spending time with my nephews and seeing my siblings happily start their own families. I know, when the time is right, I'll join them in that journey, but for now it's just not the right time.
So maybe society would say that I might not have my sh*t together because I'm not married or popping out babies, but most days, I think I'm doing juuuuust fine! Now if only I could get this biological clock to quit ticking.... haha

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Lunch Time Run

I am lucky enough to have a job that allows me to work from home two days a week.  I am very spoiled. I do my best not to take it for granted either.  I know that if I ever decide to get another job, it's going to be very hard for me to go into an office every day of the week.  The added bonus with working from home, along with being able to throw in a load of laundry, tidy things up, make healthy meal choices oh and can't forget working in my jammies, is the fact that I get to go for lunch time runs.  An hour is enough time to get in a good weekday run.  
Today wasn't exactly a good run, but I did it.  I also made sure to change my route so that I hit a lot more hills than normal (as you will be able to see in my splits below... miles 2 and especially 3 were a doozy).
Mile 1 - 9:55
Mile 2 - 10:12
Mile 3 - 10:36
Mile 4 - 10:00
TOTAL TIME = 40:43
Not too much to say about this run.  My legs were tired and I tried to push myself the last 0.5 mile or so because I just wanted the run to be over.  


One thing before I go though, it's amazing the effect music can have on me.  It can evoke such strong emotions and take me back to certain times, good and bad.  Today, during my run, a song came on that has always brought about strong emotions in me.  It took me back to a time when I was hurting... the first time I heard the song, the lyrics were just perfect.  It's like the person writing them knew exactly what I was going through at the time (a bit dramatic I know, but I can be that way sometimes) and it hit me hard.  I used to listen to the song on repeat.  I put it on my running mix because hearing it usually pushes me to go faster and harder because it stirs up so many emotions in me. Well today, it caused me to break down a little and I actually cried.  Sounds a little pathetic as I write this, but I guess it's just that kind of day. The song ended and I pulled myself together and finished strong like nothing happened. It is what it is fronds.

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Back on Track!

It feels good to write this post today.  I do realize it's been a while since I've updated about what's been happening in my fitness/food adventure.  I can't lie, there's been some good and there's been some bad.  I'm ending on a positive note though, so that has to be worth something, right?
Since Thursday January 12th, my last update, here is what transpired (my apologies for being boring):
I skipped a run Friday the 13th
I skipped a run Saturday the 14th
My excuse? PSSHH.. this could go on for pages.  I'm full of excuses when it comes to skipping runs.  It's always something.  I'll just blame these missed workouts on extreme laziness and cold weather.  I just couldn't bring myself to be productive and exercise when it was freezing outside.  Temperatures in the teens and single digits are truly not conducive to my running schedule and I'll be the first to admit that I'm a baby when it comes to running outside in below 20 degree (Fahrenheit) weather. 
I competed in an all day Vball tournament on Sunday the 15th
I'm not even going to talk about how big of a disaster this was, but just believe me when I say that it is something I'd like to erase from my memory.  We are a great team, we just could NOT pull ourselves together. "That's all I have to say about that."
On the night of Sunday the 15th, bad things started a brewing.  Bad bad stomach things.
I'm not going to go into any detail but it was not fun for this gal.
Monday the 16th and Tuesday the 17th
I was basically incapacitated.. living in my bed... sipping ginger ale ....completely miserable.  During those two days I only consumed 2 bananas and some brown rice.  I dropped 5.5 lbs... well hey, there's a positive right??  I missed zumba and volleyball.  Very upset about that.
Wednesday the 18th
Recovery day.  Back to work, but still not feeling 100%.  Plus, having consumed so little in the past two days, I had zero energy.  I wasn't going to push myself into a workout even though I knew I needed one, desperately.
Thursday the 19th
Skipped a workout due to Book Club.  Insert any of the aforementioned excuses.
Friday the 20th
Dinner and Seth Meyers meant I had a great excuse for not working out, I had no time to make it happen.  I could have gotten up early, before work, and ran but that will probably never, ever happen in this lifetime. So there's my excuse.
Saturday the 21st
Insert any excuse here that you would like.  The weather was nice in the afternoon so I can't even blame that.
Sunday the 22nd 
Realized I seriously needed to quit making excuses, so I decided to set out on a run and see how I felt.  I wasn't going to push terribly hard, just wanted to see how my body dealt with my recent inactivity.  I hadn't taken a week and a half off of running in a long time and I had no idea how it was going to affect me.  Well this happened. BOOM!
I was supposed to run 6 miles as my long run that week and so I did. I just ran. I felt great while I was running and decided that I would take complete advantage of that rarity and go for it.  It.felt.amazing.  It also rejuvenated my desire to run the 1/2 marathon.  Something about completing a long run makes you feel like you can conquer anything! "You will never regret going for a run."  That quote couldn't be more true.
I also had volleyball Sunday night, which was good.  Just a meet and greet before the season started and some laid back playing.  Felt great.
Monday January 23 (GEEZUZ January is almost over!)
Zumba!!  Great workout, even though my legs were feeling very sore from the long run Sunday.  It was good to get them moving but I was HURTING last night.  Luckily, I'm feel just a little bit of soreness today.  The best thing you can do for sore muscles is get them a movin'!

So here is the positive in all of this.  The stomach flu sort of jump kicked my diet.  I lost 5.5 lbs when I was sick and I wondered if I would be able to keep it off.  CHALLENGE ACCEPTED!
I didn't really get my appetite back until Thursday, so I tried my darndest to not overdo it.  I ate sensibly all week and even ordered a salmon salad when the BF and I went to dinner Friday (who is this girl?). Not only was I able to keep the 5.5 lbs off, but I also lost another 0.8 lbs!  I know that my biggest challenge in dieting is my quantity.  I eat a LOT in one sitting.  Healthy food or unhealthy food, doesn't matter, I'm eating bigger quantities than I should be.  So this week was a good lesson for me.  Portion control is the key to success in my dieting adventures...UMMM DUHHHH... I get that everyone knows that, but it's easier said than done.

So in summation, I'm at the lowest weight I've been in years.  5ish more lbs and I'm almost to my high school weight range. This girl is back on track and you'll have to hold me accountable for not falling off the wagon again!
   

Something Weird Happened this Morning...

I was forced to wear a belt with my dress pants to work this morning.  I am the person who doesn't "do" belts.  They always just make me look fat and then they dig into my stomach when I sit and they are just all sorts of uncomfortable.  But today, I was forced to wear a belt because if I didn't, the crotch of my pants would have been hanging a minimum of 2 inches below the point that it should. 
So the weird part.... I actually don't look fatter with this belt on... and it's not digging into my stomach.  It's also a belt that barely fit before and I'm now on the third notch in.  Neat.
I have so much to update about.  More later today on my lunch hour. :)

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Get Down With The Sickness

Sorry I've been MIA. Seem to have a gross case of the stomach flu. Hope to return tomorrow with a life update. Can't wait to no longer hurt all over....

Thursday, January 12, 2012

One of THOSE days...cringe

I'm not sure why, but yesterday was one of those days... one of those days when you look in the mirror and cringe.  I'm almost certain we have all had those days before and they don't do much for the good ol' self esteem. 
I looked fat and felt bloated.

I looked ugly.
My hair was extra flat (my hair is normally flat but it just looked even worse in my eyes yesterday).
My skin is breaking out like a 12 year old boy going through puberty. I mean WTF, I'm almost 27, this should NOT be happening anymore.
I am starting to get wrinkles and fine lines...sigh. I'm starting to look older.
I avoided all mirrors in the house for as long as physically possible.

I know it's not just me that has days like that.  Sadly, some people always see themselves in a negative light, like I did yesterday.  As I've gotten older and gotten through some awkward chub stages, I've started to see myself in a much more positive light, so days like this have become few and far between, but they do still hit pretty hard.  On days like this, you see every flaw in your appearance and think you're just the most putrid thing around. You compare yourself to every girl you see and jealously admire their beautiful curly full hair, their porcelain skin with zero proof of acne, their toned legs, their big boobs, their flat stomachs, truly the list could go on and on.  Jealousy.  What an evil feeling.  It's enough to make a girl not want to leave her house. Honestly, I've had days where I felt so badly about myself that I miserably stayed in and cancelled plans. Isn't that sad?  Isn't it sad that people have to go through days like this and feel so terrible about how they look? Talk to any girl you know, these days happen all too frequently.  I could go into a whole tangent about society and women and feeling beautiful and eating disorders and photoshop and modeling and skewed body images, but that's for another day.

I know that I'm not a putrid person, and I even have many days now when I can look in the mirror and say, hey... not too shabby.  I can look past the cellulite, the occasional zit, the dark circles, the flat hair, and say you're pretty.  10 years ago, I don't think I could have said the same.  Perhaps it's because I'm finally maturing and accepting my flaws, or maybe it's because I've become a stronger more independent person.  I'm working towards goals with becoming a healthier, physically stronger person.  Finishing a long run and feeling like I can conquer the world.  It's one of the best feelings I've had in my lifetime.  

So 10 years ago I might have cancelled my plans for last night and stayed home eating crappy food and moping, but it's different now. I went to the gym and put in my mileage for the day. I put on an outfit that hid my food belly stomach, attempted to fluff my hair and add some volume, applied plenty of concealer and I went out with friends and the bf.  And you know, I had a really great time.  I actually came home feeling better about myself because I surrounded myself with positive, happy people who love me for me ::insert warm fuzzies:: 

I've become better at seeing the positive. The cellulite and the fat are just motivation to push myself harder.  Although, I've read somewhere that cellulite can actually be genetic (is this true? anyone know?).  Even skinny people get it, so I might have it the rest of my life, but my goal is to have much, much less of it.  I will push myself to be leaner and stronger.  I'll buy better concealer to hide my blemishes and be more strict about always washing my face before bed.  It's like flossing, such a pain, but necessary. I'll accept that my hair is flat and very straight, but it's also very shiny, and I have to be happy for that.  I'm never going to be a skinny girl, and to be honest, I don't want to be.  I just want to be the healthiest, happiest, strongest version of me and I'm working towards that goal ever day, even on fat days. 

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

YOU Can Do This!

Just wanted to share the article below...
Not only does it have a great training plan for newbies just getting into running, but it has some great points to remember for those who are more experienced.  Great advice. Great article. Thanks Twitter and Women's Health!

Start Running: The Beginner Running Plan

New to running? Or starting to run again after a long layoff? This is the beginner running plan for you.
Jenny Hadfield
You can become a runner (really)—or pick up running again.
This running program, designed by coach Jenny Hadfield, co-author of Running for Mortals, will take you from running newbie to 30 minutes of running in four weeks.
Whether your goal is to run a 5-K or to drop some extra pounds, in one month you'll be well on your way, with the transformed bod to show for it.
For all weeks:
Warm Up: 3 minutes. Start easy, progress to a power walk.
Cool Down: 3 minutes. Gradually dial it down to an easy walk.
Frequency: Perform running workouts 3-4 times per week, every other day
Cross-Training: Add a total-body strength-training workout and either yoga or Pilates on two of your off days.
WEEK 1
Get Outfitted
The two most important pieces of gear a runner needs are a supportive, high-impact sports bra and running shoes. Both can be found at your local running specialty store. Make sure they fit well: A poorly-fitted bra can cause upper body tension, which reduces breathing capacity and can make your run feel more difficult. The wrong shoes can give you shin splints, knee pain, and a host of other issues. It pays to get fitted by the experts for these items.
Week 1 Runs
Warm up
Run 2 min, walk 2 min
Repeat 7 times (28 minutes total)
Cool down
Finish with flexibility
Just five minutes of stretching and muscle release exercises after your runs is enough to maintain a healthy range of motion in your joints—and prevent tight muscles, which can lead to inefficient form and injuries.
Use a foam roller to loosen up your shoulders, hamstrings, quadriceps, calves, and outer thighs/Illiotibial Bands. Also take a minute to stretch your chest and your hip flexors.
WEEK 2
Breath Trumps Pace
Your running pace or speed can vary every day because it's based on a lot of variables: how you slept, your food intake, stress, your menstrual cycle, whether you went out last night or took it easy…you get the idea. The easiest way to run at the perfect pace every day is to run by the sound of your breath. Take the talk test: If you can't say the words to "Happy Birthday" out loud four times without gasping for air, slow it down. You should be able to hold a conversation while you run. Gasping for air and not being able to talk means the running pace is too fast.
Week 2 Runs
Warm up
Run 3 min, walk 1 min
Repeat 7 times (28 minutes total)
Cool down
Think About Form
It's normal to feel awkward during the first few weeks of running, even if you've run in the past and are starting up again. Start every running segment off on the right foot by thinking about good running form:
- Head is balanced over your shoulders and focused forward
- Shoulders are relaxed to allow your lungs to expand
- Arms are around 90 degrees and swinging like a pendulum from your shoulders (elbows close to your body)
- Hands relaxed and not crossing over your belly button as your arms swing
- Hips are under your shoulders and stabilizing your legs as they move under your body
- Feet are landing with short, light, quick strides under your hips
WEEK 3
Find the fun
The best way to guarantee running success is to finish with a high-five moment. When you finish your workout feeling as if you can go just a little farther, you feel a sense of pride, happiness and success—all of which lead to wanting to do it again and again. Running habits are created as the result of happy running moments, so try to keep running fun rather than pushing yourself to the point of exhaustion.
Week 3 Runs
Warm up
Run 4 min, walk 1 min
Repeat 6 times (30 minutes total)
Cool down
Work On Your Stride
A common mistake many runners make is covering too much ground with every step. That's a bit like climbing stairs two or three at a time—it takes a lot more energy and the impact on your body is much greater. Aim for short, quick strides and a turnover rate (the number of steps you take in a minute) of 180. To figure out your turnover, count the number of times your left foot hits the ground in one minute and multiply by two. To increase your turnover, match your stride to music that's about 180 beats per minute. You can download mixes at this speed, and others, at Podrunner.com.
WEEK 4
Listen to Your Body
If you start to feel aches and pains that don't go away after a few days, it's time for active recovery with lower-impact activities like cycling, swimming, and the elliptical machine. In most cases, minor aches will heal with a few days of TLC. Aches may also be a sign that you're pushing too hard. Ease up a bit, and you'll continue to improve without injury.
Week 4 Runs
Warm up
Run 5 min, walk 30 seconds
Repeat 6 times (33 minutes total)
Cool down
Ebb and Flow
Running is like life: there will be rockin' fun workouts and also runs that humble you. You'll make the most gains when you run based on how you feel on any given day. On days when you feel great, take advantage of the opportunity to push a little harder or run a little longer. That way, when rough days come along you can ease back on the throttle and still make progress.
WEEK 5 AND BEYOND
Continue to build your running regimen by adding 3-5 minutes to your workout time and decreasing your walking time every 1-2 weeks until your reach your goal.

Jenny Hadfield is the co-author of Running for Mortals and she answers running questions daily on her AskCoachJenny Facebook page and website, AskCoachJenny.com. Follow her on Twitter at @CoachJenny.

Link to the article -Start Running: The Beginner Running Plan

Monday, January 9, 2012

... annnnnd I'm back!

Miss me?  ;)
So an update on the quad... I let it rest on Thursday and Friday. I woke up Saturday and it felt better so I decided to do my 3.5 miler and see what happened.  It.was.great.  I felt great, I had energy and even though I felt my quad because it seemed a little tight, it didn't hurt.  I saw that as a good sign.  I made sure to stretch it out after the Saturday run, and even iced it for a little while.  I figured it couldn't hurt, right?
Here was the breakdown of the run around my neighborhood. Total time 35:10
Mile 1 - 10:03
Mile 2 - 10:13
Mile 3 - 10:13
Mile 0.5 - 4:42
Feeling all sorts of wild and crazy, I decided to do my 5 miler Sunday, too.  Also, a very smart decision on my part. Total time 50:49
Mile 1 - 9:49
Mile 2 - 9:53
Mile 3 - 10:13
Mile 4 - 10:22
Mile 5 - 10:32
Even though I was forced to slow down a little the last few miles, it was another great run for the books.  The quad felt really good.  My legs started to poop out on me around mile 4 but I just kept on pushing through.  It felt good to get out in the beautiful weather we've been having here (40's and sunny in January?  Unheard of!) and I really wanted to take advantage of it before it disappears into blizzardy, freezing, icy, snowy delightfulness.  UGH!!
So I'm contributing my recent running success to a few things.  One, the 2 day break to let my quad rest gave my legs a chance to recover more than normal and definitely helped my running this weekend. Two, I have been "dieting" this past week and it's amazing how eating healthy can change your whole energy level.  I always feel so much better physically and mentally when my diet is in check. Three, motivational blogs.  I often think about some of the blogs I have read over the past few days while I'm running.  The stories that people have told in their blogs and their ability to keep pushing through the pain motivates me more than I can express.  Plus, I've always liked a healthy dose of competition.  If they can do 5 miles, I surely can do 5 miles too.  Just gotta be like Nike- JUST DO IT!
Wow did I really just say that in my blog??? smh at myself...
Also, ZUMBA started back today.  Another activity that I love, but has been on break since before Christmas.  Something about ZUMBA just makes me happy.  The instructor is my sis in law's (Shannon) aunt and she is energetic and great fun.  She is also a marathoner and personal trainer, very cool.  Anywho, ZUMBA was very fun until I did one too many squats and my quad tensed up.  UGH.  I took it easier on the squats and lunges from that point forward and the quad seemed to loosen back up again.  I made sure to stretch it out again, but I was a little annoyed.  Let's hope that at volleyball tomorrow, quad muscle behaves.  I'll make sure to warm up properly this time, I promise.
Now I must sleep! More on the "diet" in a blog later this week! Oh so thrilling, you won't want to miss it!

P.S. Look at my super cute Kindle case that I ordered from Etsy.  It's like a lil sleeping bag for my Kindle. <3 



Sunday, January 8, 2012

Training Run- Guest Blogger (READ ME!)

So in one of my first posts, I explained that I had some great ideas for this blog and also some guest bloggers lined up, ready to wow you with their stories and humor.  It's a nice change of pace and some insight from other people going through training plans, diets, weight loss and even boob/sports bra issues.
So here's some background information about my guest blogger.  Her name is Shay (referred to in my blog previously as SBB) and I met her in 2009 through my ex-bf.  We quickly became friends the more time we spent together.  We went on a few vacations together and always had a blast baking ourselves in the sun, boozing or acting like total idiots.  She is also the devoted captain to the volleyball teams I play on.  Shay has a big personality and a whole lotta curly hair.  She adds much needed humor to my life and has easily become one of my closest friends.  We definitely related because we have both battled with our weight since we were kids and we still do.  She was actually one of the reasons I started running; she motivated me to do my first 5k over a year ago and I couldn't be more thankful that she did.  She stuck with me through the break-up with the ex in July and was always there for advice or for a much needed run date. She is a ball of energy and definitely a positive influence anytime I need a boost.  As far as her body goes, if you combined hers with mine, you'd have the perfect girl aka she is VERY blessed in the upper regions and I have the badunkadunk to match.  So here's a blog Shay wrote about her most recent training run to kick-off the Pittsburgh Marathon/Half Marathon. I procrastinated signing up for the training run and it filled up before I could join in on the fun. :(
Thank you for sharing this Shay and for being my first guest blogger. Kudos to you for pushing yourself during this run. You rock!

Training Run – Straining Run
Fun Fact about me: I am a member of the Steel City Road Runner Club.  This is a big deal for me; you see I’ve never been much of a runner.  One mile was ALWAYS a stretch, I had always worked out, but I was more of elliptical girl.  So, when I began this journey to be a “runner,” it was a big deal to me.  The reason I decided to join this run club, was mainly for the possible discounts you could get on certain races, you see I ran 8 races last year, and they cost, at minimum, about $20, so any money saved would be a benefit.  They also have these training runs throughout the week, although I have never really taken advantage of them.  The thing about running is, I don’t want it to take over my life, I am mean I really am a pretty busy person, and I want to be able to hang with my friends and run when I want, not pass up on friend fun just because I have a run scheduled.  Also, right now I really enjoy running and don’t want to have it take over my life to a point where I wouldn’t enjoy it.  However, recently I received an email from the Steel City Road Runners about a Marathon Training Kick-Off Run.  How exciting!  They had 2-4-6 mile legs, and while I am not really fully into my half-marathon training yet, I decided it would be a fun way to start, and so I signed up for the 4 mile run.
Today was the run, and from the moment I woke up, it was not a good day.  I get up at a bright and early 7am and head down stairs to make some breakfast, only to find that the Christmas tree had fallen over, ornaments and pine needles EVERYWHERE.  My friend Allison was due to meet me in 40 minutes to head to the run and I needed to eat and get ready, I did not have time for this.  So, I went upstairs to wake my mom and tell her about the tree (a blessing of still living at home J), so she can clean it up (and yes, I do feel guilty about that).  So, I proceed to eat breakfast and get ready.  Allison was supposed to meet me at my house at 740, 750, still no sign of her.  I try texting and calling her, and at 8 I decide I cannot wait any longer and leave.  (I did get a text from her a little after 8 that she over slept and to go on without her).  At this point I feel rushed, and I hate feeling rushed, I want to be able to get there, register and stretch some so I don’t pull a muscle (which is something I am ALWAYS prone to do).  I was supposed to meet my friend Sarah there, however she got lost on the way and never made it, I was in this alone.  I’m okay with that, it’s just a run; stick your headphones in and go, right??
So the race starts, and my Garmin running watch is still searching for a signal, so I just try to keep pace with the people in front of me, not a good idea!  When the Garmin does get booted up, at about 0.2 miles, I see I am running a 9 minute mile, not my pace AT ALL.  (I run about a 12 minute mile right now, I used to average about 10 minutes and under, but I recently had a foot injury that sidelined me for about a month and a half, and have not since fully recovered).  So, I decide to slow down to my pace, although wanting to push myself, I try to stick with an 11 minute mile.  Before long, the pack of runners moved so far a head of me, and I lose them.  I mean the leader they had for the 4 mile leg, was a small brown haired girl in a red shirt, really?  How am I supposed to keep her in sight, especially if she is running so fast!  Right now, the only thing in front of me is two girls.  So, we get to a point where you can go left up a hill onto a street or stay right on the trail, the girls go right, so I go right.  Some time later, I check my Garmin and see I am almost at 2 miles, almost time to head back.  A little later the girls in front of me turn around, I look at my Garmin and see I am at 2.2 miles, and there was no marker in sight to turn around and that pack of faster runners never passed me on their way back.   
At this point I am pretty sure we took the wrong way at the fork, but decide to just head back now.  Once I turn around, I can feel the frustration building in me, here are the thoughts going through my head:
“Why did you ever join a running club, you are not a runner.” 
“You are too slow to keep up with these people. “
“ You are going to be the last damn person to finish this training run!”
I want to cry.  The wind is now blowing against me so hard that I can hear it blowing past my face over my music!  Thankfully, my iPod must have sensed my mood shift, because it busts out with basically my new all time favorite running song: Miley Cyrus Party in the USA. This song always makes want to throw my hands up (hehe), sing loud and even throw in a cartwheel or two!  It then follows up with Kanye West, The New Workout Plan and Missy Elliott, Pass the Dutch, iPod you saved me!  I am now determined to get back.  I make a goal that even if I am the last person to finish, I will not finish more than 45 seconds after those girls in front of me, who were fairly far ahead of me.  I pick up my pace; only 10 minute miles or under, I can do this.  I not only finished the run, but I finished about 5 seconds after those girls! VICTORY!
Here is my mile break down of my total 4.2 miles:
Mile 1: 10:49
Mile 2: 11:13
Mile 3: 10:52
Mile 4: 10:07
Last 0.2 miles: 9.17 (I told you I kicked ass here)
Not spectacular, but my fastest miles were with the wind in my face, and I had a fast last 0.2 miles, so I am pretty darn proud.
This was not how I wanted my Training Kick-Off Run to start.  But there are positives to come from this.  I know that I am not a fast runner.  My fastest race ever was an 8:42 min/mile, that’s probably a jog in most people’s books, and it’s my milestone.  Honestly, I could afford to shed a few pounds and have annoyingly large boobs; I am not built for speed here people!  But I am strong willed and determined.  I feel that I have the heart and mind of a runner, I won’t quit, and I’ll find ways to push myself harder on each run I have.  Steel City Road Runners, you are lucky to have me as a member of your runners club!

Thursday, January 5, 2012

Me Frustrated = Ms. Pissy Pants

I have come to realize that when I don't eat enough calories during the day that I progressively get crankier and crankier (I'm a genius!).  I get irritable and frustrated very easily, and then that leads to one of the worst versions of me that exists, Ms. Pissy Pants.  You can't say anything to get me out of this lil funk.  Best thing a person can do is throw me a granola bar and give me a half hour until it hits my stomach. Otherwise, you're asking for it.  And believe me, you don't want any of this haha.
  
I did not consume enough calories throughout the day today, and I was a pretty irritable, pissy person by the time I got home.  I then proceeded to stuff my face, which is never a good decision when you're supposed to be dieting.  I.was.starving.  It was my own damn fault for not bringing enough food for lunch and for spending my lunch talking to my mortgage guy (yep I should be a homeowner by my 27th birthday!!) I really need to do a better job with planning my meals in advance.  I'm really hoping that once the house is mine and everything in it is mine, that I'll be better about this. I'll make that a goal for 2012. Better grocery shopping and food planning throughout the week. Any suggestions for this would be greatly appreciated. Oh, I despise grocery shopping, btw, so if your suggestion includes grocery shopping for me, I'd be totally down.


I'm in a much better mood now that I've chowed down.  I wish I could say I was going to the gym tonight but I'm experiencing some difficulties with my left quad.  I got to volleyball early Tuesday, but unfortunately didn't get a chance to warm up properly because the team playing before us needed a girl and asked me to play. I went from walking outside in 16 degree weather to immediately jumping on the volleyball court and playing a sport I hadn't played in over a month...not the smartest decision of my life, and I'm suffering now because of it.  I felt pain when I did whatever I did to hurt my quad, but with the adrenaline and such, I didn't realize how much my left quad hurt until I got up on Wednesday.  My run on Wednesday was 3.5 miles, and I didn't feel like dealing with the cold and snow, so I went to the gym.  It was soooo boring.  Gosh, I hate the treadmill in comparison to outside running. By the time I got home from the gym my quad was definitely worse. 
So I had a massage scheduled Wednesday night.  I am a member at Massage Envy and it is probably one of the highlights of my month.  One massage a month is a really nice way to treat myself.  Anywho, my massage went well until he got to my quad.  I almost yelped in pain... it was not fun.  He worked it a little bit to try to get it to loosen up, but it was very sensitive.  He basically told me to take it easy and stretch more.  Smart man. I woke up today and it was incredibly tight.  Every step I felt the pain. It did get better as the day went on and seemed to loosen up.  I will be stretching lots tonight!


The quad tweak has also been a source of frustration to me.  I finally feel like I'm getting into a good schedule with running and something stupid like this happens.  I don't think it's anything serious and I'm sure a little bit of rest will make it go away, but it's definitely annoying.  I don't want to take a break, I want to run 3.5 miles tomorrow and 5 on Sunday.  Guess I'll have to take it day by day at this point. GRRRR.  It just seems silly to push too much right now when I have a long way of training to go until the half marathon.  I'm not being a sissy, I'm listening to my body and taking a few days off to nip this in the butt.  If I have to skip tomorrow's run, then fine, but I will be running Sunday, so shape up quad, cause I won't let you bring me down!


I think one of the smartest things we can do as "athletes" (I use that term incredibly loosely when referring to myself, I'm more of an aspiring athlete) is listen to our bodies.  Only you know the the difference between pain and soreness. Only you know whether you're being a wuss and not pushing yourself, or whether you're actually injured.  Listen to your body.  A minor tweak is much easier to deal with earlier in training then a nagging injury in May when it's half marathon time.  Weeeellll that's what I'm trying to tell myself right now. Positive thoughts, pals. 

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Mid-day Inspiration

As previously mentioned, I'm a huge, huge fan of Ben and his blog Ben Does Life
I've started to read his entire blog, from the beginning.  When I need a couple minutes break from something at work I'll read a few entries.  This was the entry that I read and I couldn't help but feel inspired.  Couldn't have said it better myself Ben.  The hardest part is always starting...


The hardest part

Is starting.
And it’s not just about weight loss. I’m talking any form of getting your life together. All aspects.
But here’s what worked for me.
Think about four months ago. Think about where you were. What were you doing? Now think about how cool it would be if the four-months-ago version of yourself decided to start at that moment. Think about where you would be now. Four months of diet and exercise. Four months without a cigarette. Four months of doing life. A lot can improve in four months.
Think about how fast the past four months have flown by. These next four are going to go just as fast. Why not start right now?

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

SoOoO Happy!

Volleyball starts again tonight!!!!!!!!!!
This month hiatus has been terrible. I've missed it so!  Not only have I missed playing the sport, but I've missed the people I play with every week.  They have become such close friends and I couldn't be more thankful that we got our teams together!
We won the championship last session, so I hope we can keep up the good work and pull out another victorious season.
It's a great feeling playing organized sports again.  You don't realize just how much you miss organized sports until you haven't played them for years (2000-2001 for me and volleyball). There is something to be said about team camaraderie and building your skills in any sport.  It has definitely given me even more confidence in myself, and who couldn't use a little bit more of that these days?
It will be great to pull on my freshly laundered knee pads and dirty them with sweat and grime from the court. I'm also completely stoked for the bruises that I always develop on my forearms at the start of a new session. 
Here is a lovely bruise from last session...thanks SBB!
 
P.S. Random fact-o-the-day - I bruise like a PEACH!

Monday, January 2, 2012

IDK about you, but I'm happy the holidays are over!

I'm happy the holidays have ended and life will get back to normal. I'm selfish...and I mean that in the least negative way possible. Yes, I will surely miss the delicious food I had at my fingertips the last few weeks, but my ass and my favorite jeans will be happy that things will be going back to normal around here. That will mean more posts for you to read (I know, you're stoked!) and more time for me to spend getting back on track with my healthy eating and running schedule.

Since the last time I've posted something I've gotten two good runs done. A 3.5 miler and a 5 miler.  The 3.5 miler was nothing to write home about.  I did it around my neighborhood in 35:23, not my best, but most definitely not my worst. The 5 miler on New Years Day was something I was a little more proud of though...

Here was the breakdown:
Mile 1 - 9:42
Mile 2 - 9:44
Mile 3 - 9:46
Mile 4 - 9:28
Mile 5 - 9:41

I was especially proud of the fact that I ran in the rain and in a wind advisory. I basically gave that wind advisory a big fat middle finger (or in my case a long thin middle finger..only thin part of this body are my fingers!)  Can you tell which mile the wind was at my back pushing me to go significantly faster than the other miles?  haha.  Regardless, I was proud because I dreaded that 5 miler after the yucky first 5 miler Here is a link to that post just in case you didn't get to read it. Even though the weather wasn't what I had hoped for, I pushed through and crushed those 5 miles.  It really felt awesome and I felt great during the run even though the wind, at times, made me feel like I was doing the running man.  I was happy to cross that run off of my training plan!

Other than running, I've spent a lot of time with friends, the boyfriend and family over the last few days.  I still owe a post about my family, and I was trying to think how I could possibly put into words everything my extended family is to me, but someday soon I'll figure it out and write a post about it, promise!  This was the first New Years Eve that I thoroughly enjoyed in a long long time, and it was a great way to start 2012. 

Not too much else going on right now, but I promise these posts will get exponentially more interesting as this year progresses.  For now I leave you with my most recent t-shirt from Threadless Tees.  So much truth in this cute little (ok I had to buy a large so perhaps it's not too little......) shirt.  That's exactly how I feel sometimes Ms. Rhino, but don't give up, maybe someday you'll be just as beautiful as the unicorn in your own curvy way :)